Friday, December 7, 2012

the unbalanced frustration




i woke up, felt helpless, searched for a soldier 
but found solitude;

i wanted to explore myself, but i was standing
on edge and the edge was sharp;

i tried to make a balance, moved left and right
and made myself stand;

i was searching for support but it was the 
DARKEST NIGHT;

pupil expanded and 4-5 blurred poles appeared
before my eyes;

i relaxed, inhaled, exhaled and moved slowly to 
hold it;

finally, now i raised my hand slowly so that i
can maintain my balance too;

i hold it but it was full of thorns;

my hand was bleeding, my reflex action was 
on leave;

i tried to hold another pole to get a support,
it was electrified, i got a shock;

i loosed my balance, i fell down,
tried to save myself by holding edge;

but the edge was sharp;

my palm was bleeding; so, finally i was
totally screwed;

i remembered everyone but everyone
 was blaming me;

again i inhaled, exhaled, sighed and loosen
 my hold;

i didn't died!

something was left ;
i got up and inhaled, not exhaled this time;

started training myself to reach the edge again;

i reached the edge, made it blurred, cut the poles,
 stood and relaxed, then ROARED!!